Right now in my life, I have a lot of fears I need to overcome. I just want to push past then to move on peacefully. But now I realize, only closure could give me that kind of satisfaction:

I am afraid to disappoint those that believe in me, which then drives me to beat myself up for failing.

I am afraid to be thought of as a weak part in a group, which is why I put a lot of effort to surpass others.

I am afraid others may hate me, whether because of my attitude or in what I believe in, still I move on with my direct nature and perhaps will find the strength to believe.

I am afraid to end up as an insignificant fool someday, so I give it my all to reach success.

I am afrain of losing the one's I love, everyday, I wake up to the reality that they may leave me, unintentionally or not.

I am afraid to let myself be fooled by my own heart, it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.

But the one question that keeps confusing me is this:

Why do I continuously let myself be in situations where fear is inevitable?

The answer's simple really. I desire to conquer it.

Only when your desire is greater than your fear, will surpassing it be inevitable.