Hate is such a complex matter...

It takes energy to keep it inside...

It also takes energy to release it...

Hating thyself is one thing... for you can easily punish yourself and stop immediately when you can handle it...

But hating other people is really hard,

How can you help this silly writer of this blog,

who doesn't know the difference from love and hate?

How the heck can you just stand there and keep disappointing me? I am a smart girl! I know my limits, I know my strengths, I know my fears, I know when to stop.

THat's why I hate you, you make me forget to hate you...

I should know better. But I tell you this...

YOU WILL NEVER BREAK MY HEART!

I won't let you...

I'll break yours first before that happens...